Cloud walking

I live among gum trees and I love it, but they do block out my view of the sky- day and night. If I crane my neck a little to the right I occasionally catch a glimpse of the moon, and if I peer through the laundry window on a clear night there are stars – just a few. My daughter lives in an outer suburb of Melbourne where gum trees are few and far between and city light all but cancel out a starry night sky, but if I sit on the side veranda of her house, ignore the neighbouring fences and roof-lines that box the house in, and look up, the daytime sky is wonderful.

There’s something very dreamy about masses of fluffy clouds, streaks of deep blue sky and far-off birds dipping and gliding in and through invisible wind currents. Sometimes my feet would love to leave the ground and go cloud walking.

Cloud walking is the kind of poetic expression that drives pragmatists mad. It’s all about insatiable desires, huge talents, boundless energy and grandiose possibilities, dreams that we carry in the depths of our souls. It’s about a hunger that nothing seems to satisfy, arising out of a sense that some dimensions of life go beyond what can be neatly packaged into words that hit the spot.

Its religious name is spirituality, something we express in different ways, such as early morning walks with the dog, surfing, bush walking, essential oils and candles, yoga, listening to music, reading or writing poetry, art expressed in a multitude of ways. Even reading romance fiction can be seen as a search for the elusive ’something more’. talk a

Generally speaking, our spirituality is a private matter. Everyday talk is mostly about matters like the weather, politics, sport, health, and the doings of the younger generation. Anything that goes beyond the day to day stuff can be uncomfortable, either to say or even hear. Mentions of God or practices and beliefs that might have a mystical quality about them, can be met with a polite but veiled suspicion that you’re different, possibly depressed, or maybe you’ve ‘got religion’.  

Over my lifetime Christian religions have moved from being familial and tribal to something much more individual. I was a Scully, so it was assumed that I had an Irish background and would be a Catholic. I was educated in Catholic schools, my parents belonged to Catholic social clubs and organizations and, generally speaking, relied on the hierarchy to guide them in moral and political matters.

That’s changed, along with everything else that was once familiar practice. Religion, as we used to know it, might have come alive but it can also be lonely. Finding someone to share a cloud walking experience with can be both confidence-shaking as well as risking a friendship.

Cloud walkers are no longer content with a life of outmoded religious externals and the restrictive rules of an institution that has forgotten something. We’ve begun to cloud-walk, taking small, tentative steps into the unexplored depths of what seems ordinary, and we’re finding out that God is already there.

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Judith ( judith@judithscully.com.au)

About Dragons

About dragons

This year is the Chinese Year of the Dragon. Oldies like me whose ancestors were British, grew up familiar with a story about a dragon who breathed out fire and had to be locked up in a cave. It came with an illustration of a brave Saint George holding tight to the reins of his horse as he pinioned a dragon with his spear. All very different to this year’s twirling, sparkling, noisy Chinese dragon dances. That’s a lovely kind of dragon, one that represents the life-giving gift of water, unlike the raging dragons of the West. Our dragons are locked up in caves. 

Then the adult me read an intriguing story by Harrison Owen, ‘Making Friends with the Dragon.” I thought of the times I’d felt like that dragon- curled up in my cave, fire tamped down, scared of the Georges out there, longing to uncurl, swish my forked tail , flex my wings roar a little and, best of all,  blow some fire.

What fires you up? What excites you, strikes a match somewhere inside you. You feel its warmth push through your body, energising the tired bits, lighting up your imagination and stopping the present moment in its tracks. It’s a moment or experience when you feel that nothing can stop you. Practicalities melt or tumble away. I had a fiery spurt three years ago when I decided to write a book about everyday mystics.

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That’s one kind of fire. Maybe another is the contagious excitement that surged through the 90,000 young girls accompanied by some not so young, who packed the MCG last Friday night to sing and dance to the music as they feasted on the colour and personality of a young woman who they had chosen as a model for their time. That same week a large banner-bearing crowd of people blocked off traffic in a fired up response to tragic events happening half a world away.

Then there’s Pope Francis. He’s 87, a world leader, travels here, there and every-where, has something to say about just about everything. He’s practical, compassionate, of the moment and interacts easily with all kinds of people. Such energy must come from the God fire deep inside him. We’ve all got that fire curled up inside us, anenergy that powers the love expressed in unselfishness, compassion and empathy and courage.

Fire is warming, it gives us light. It’s dangerous. We respect it, we appreciate the gift that it is, but we fear it too. We pour water on it, tamp down the flames. Most of us keep our inner dragon in a blocked-off cave, dreaming of possibilities but aware of the Georges right outside, ready to quench our fire. In other words, it’s not easy to move out of the cave and blow a bit of fire.

To paraphrase something Jesus said; The fire you light may be small, just enough to light a single candle. But that candle can light a whole room on a dark night when the power goes off.

Judith                         judith@judithscully.com.au